Today my little sweetie is 5 months old. Madrina took Elena, her monthly birthday balloon. I felt like an idiot because I asked her if she liked it, referring to her headstone, I had to correct myself and say "you know for what it is". Of course that totally came out the wrong way. Yesterday at the beach, which by the way I am sick of, just not a beach person. I saw a little girl playing with her Daddie and of course that bothered me. Jerry doesn't like the beach either, but we both know if she liked the beach that's what we would do; go to the beach. I primarily don't like the beach becauseI am naturally tanned, I don't need the sun, I just get darker (I literally tanned on the first day in about 20 minutes time, I swear) and the heat, did I mention I live in Florida; don't even get me started on the sand. I have to say my friend has kept me so busy, I haven't even taken a sleeping pill in about a week. However, I am so exhausted I feel like I can sleep for days. I'm just not used to doing so much anymore. I am proud to report my faith has not wavered although I will admit I could have definitely acted more Godly at times. Because let me tell you, old habits don't die so easily and the old norm wants to take over.
To our sweet sweet baby girl, Happy Birthday, Mommie and Daddie Love you very much.
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