These last two days have been okay. I have been in meetings and so there were only a few times my mind began to wander on its own. I’m trying to really stop myself from breaking down at inappropriate times, by that I mean anytime I am not by myself or just with Jerry my cohort (LOL). Something I have been trying as well is praying before I even get out of bed. It’s making a difference to me. I actually get out of bed in a timely fashion. And I end up with a confidence to face the day.
I have to say I am very disappointed in myself at times lately. I have not been leaving EVERYTHING in Gods hands. And it really shows in the way my days have been going. There are also times I am not behaving as godly as I should. They say the more you stand firm in your faith the more you have to press on. So I am trying to remember to keep my eye on the “prize” so to speak. I know if I do that everything else will be taken care of. No worries (Matthew 6:13). Gods promise:
Psalm 126:6 (NKJV)
He who continually goes forth weeping,
Bearing seed for sowing,
Shall doubtless come again with rejoicing,
Bringing his sheaves with him.
or in layman's terms
Psalm 126:4-6 (The Message)
And now, God, do it again—
bring rains to our drought-stricken lives
So those who planted their crops in despair
will shout hurrahs at the harvest,
So those who went off with heavy hearts
will come home laughing, with armloads of blessing.
P.S. This picture shows the only thing Elena got from Mommie was BIG feet. The sneakers were a baby size 1. Had two more weeks gone by, they would not have fit her.
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