could have been

This weekend will be tough, but I'm sure like everything else God will take care of everything. This weekend Elena's "god parents" will be tying the knot. Jerry and I were so looking forward to this trip it was going to be our first family vacation. Jerry was excited to spend time alone with the baby while I was busy with wedding stuff. She had everything for this trip before she was even born, bathing suit with a matching sun hat. And the beautiful dress we picked out, which unfortunately I got to see her in, on the saddest day of my life. Jerry and I have both been on edge because what this next week could have been,but won't be. Jerry's so bad he pictured Elena throwing up all over her godmothers wedding dress. Thank God we have the means to clean it. Please pray that the hotel made the note that the crib for the room was canceled. I am really sad Jerry won't be with me. However, maybe I will have time to reflect and spend sometime alone just hopefully relaxing. I keep joking Elena will not be happy about having to fly back and forth and be in two places at one time. I will most likely be unable to write till next week. Please remember to pray for us as we embark another hurdle. We have to just keep on keeping on.