Hi everyone, every time I say I have to write more entries more often, I get busier and busier. Work has been great I am getting the hang of it and actually starting to reap some rewards. Jerry is busy studying for his real estate exam, he's taking on Friday (please pray for him). I'm sure he'll do fine, unlike me he is a nerd at heart. You may be thinking REAL ESTATE; NOW, he figures if he can learn to sell a house in this market he will do just fine when it starts to come back.
I have been thinking about my little girl a lot lately, just missing her all the time. I seem to think a lot about this time last year. I was so happy my belly was definitely showing. I was getting ready to go home to NJ and get a lot of "it's about times". And then I also stop and think the holidays are around the corner (yup, I said it). Followed by her birthday, what are we going to do? Will I be able to handle it? You know Christmas to me has always been a special holiday. I had planned on going all out this year. Now, I wonder if I'll even have the nerve to put up a tree. I was so happy my traditions were going to include Elena. I wanted to teach her about the Real reason for Christmas and I couldn't wait till she got older and jumped on our bed, begging us to wake up at the crack of dawn. Pure Bliss.
One of the other agents at the office had a baby girl on Friday, and of course everyone was talking about it. Then it's like everyone realized at once that I was in the room, the agent next to me started rub my arm which of course turned on the faucets. Then a brief awkward moment of silence and an abrupt topic change. It's weird because although I rarely talk to some agents everyone knows my situation (someone obviously enjoys yapping). They are all wonderful people and yet I wonder if they are all so nice because of the "situation", I know, I know why am I complaining. Since when is people being nice a bad thing.
P.S. She may have looked just like Jerry, but did she have Mommie's attitude problem or what?
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